A Hard Habit to Break

Written By: Erin Smith

August 30, 2019

I should learn to live with it, but I don’t want to. I’m addicted to you baby. You’re a hard habit to break. ~Chicago, Hard Habit To Break My father, the boy’s soccer coach at GRC in the late 80’s, arranged a cultural exchange trip to Ecuador for the varsity team. My whole family planned […]

What I Learned from Heavy Metal

Written By: Erin Smith

August 26, 2019

“Babe, you don’t know shit.” He said it kindly, which made it sting even more. It started about a year and a half ago, when my husband had a midlife crisis. David claims that if you are over forty and you aren’t thinking about what kind of legacy you will leave, then you aren’t paying […]

Contentment is My Jam

Written By: Erin Smith

August 19, 2019

Contentment is my jam. It wasn’t always though. Time was, happiness was my jam. Or maybe it was the other way around and I assumed jam would make me happy. You see, I was throwing a fancy brunch for some friends and was too embarrassed to serve the boring grape jelly I had in the […]

Quisenberry Chore Camp

Written By: Erin Smith

August 18, 2019

“Oh, that’s a cute shirt.” I set down my coffee cup. “Where did you get it?” My daughter spins, showing me the back. “Paxton gave it to me,” she replies, referencing one of the many second cousins she has on her father’s side of the family. I think no more about it until I’m checking […]

Seeing Color For the First Time

Written By: Erin Smith

August 11, 2019

I’m in the second hour of staring at the 10-feet tall stained glass window in my living room, pausing occasionally to glance at my computer, removing my glasses periodically to wipe tears from my eyes. When we designed our home, we built this room to showcase this window, situated so that the rising sun would […]

How Can You Tell If You’re On the Right Spiritual Path?

Written By: Erin Smith

August 5, 2019

There are things the homilies and hymns won’t teach ya. ~Aaron Burr in the Broadway Musical Hamilton David’s best friend in college, one of the smartest, wittiest people I’ve ever known, became one of my best friends as well. He introduced me to Wordsworth, wrote me a poem when my grandfather died, danced with me […]